棺のなかで眠りたい | Hitsugi no naka de nemuritai | I Want Fall Asleep Inside the Coffin

一羽のカラスが黒いビニール袋みたいに死んでいる
誰もが憐れむ様子もなく普通に近くを通り過ぎて行く
空から落ちればそれは本望だけど死因は何だろう?
私はその場にしゃがみ込んでなぜだか無性に泣いていた

最初の悲しみは
空気から始まる
心の空洞が
何かに　怯えているの

伝染(うつ)さないで　孤独を…
奪われるのは　自由だけじゃなく
あの空を羽ばたく
未来さえなくなる
伝染さないで　お願い
絶望の淵　追い込まれたって
こんな場所で死ねないわ
眠りたい　棺の中で…

赤い血流して道の上に倒れているなら気づくはず
目には見えない傷を負っていたって同情は買えないわ

最後に望むのは
名も知らぬ身代わり
愚かな命乞い
自分を　責めてしまうの

愛さないで　私を…
残るのはただ　未練だけじゃなく
この世から消えても
憎しみは消えない
愛さないで　これ以上…
この肉体を啄(ついば)んでいる
無関心な群集よ
偽りの　棺の中で…

伝染(うつ)さないで　孤独を…
奪われるのは　自由だけじゃなく
あの空を羽ばたく
未来さえなくなる
伝染さないで　お願い
絶望の淵　追い込まれたって
こんな場所で死ねないわ
眠りたい　棺の中で…

ichi wa no KARASU ga kuroi BINIIRU bukuro mitai ni shindeiru
dare mo ga awaremu yousu mo naku futsuu ni chikaku wo toorisugite yuku
sora kara ochireba sore wa honmou dakedo shiin wa nan darou?
watashi wa sono ba ni shagami konde naze da ka musei ni naiteita

saisho no kanashimi wa
kuuki kara hajimaru
kokoro no kuudou ga
nanika ni obieteiru no

utsusanai de kodoku wo...
ubawareru no wa jiyuu dake ja naku
ano sora wo habataku
mirai sae nakunaru
utsusanai de onegai
zetsubou no fuchi oikomaretatte
konna basho de shinenai wa
nemuritai hitsugi no naka de...

akai chi nagashite michi no ue ni taorete iru nara kitzuku hazu
me ni wa mienai kizu wo otteitatte doujou wa kaenai wa

saigo ni nozomu no wa
na mo shiranu migawari
oroka na inochi goi
jibun wo semete shimau no

aisanai de watashi wo...
nokoru no wa tada miren dake ja naku
konoyo kara kiete mo
nikushimi wa kienai
aisanai de kore ijou...
kono nikutai wo tsuibande iru
mukanshin na gunshuu yo
itsuwari no hitsugi no naka de...

utsusanai de kodoku wo...
ubawareru no wa jiyuu dake ja naku
ano sora wo habataku
mirai sae nakunaru
utsusanai de onegai
zetsubou no fuchi oikomaretatte
konna basho de shinenai wa
nemuritai hitsugi no naka de...

A single crow, looking like a black vinyl bag, is dying
Without being pitied by anyone as they all casually pass on by
Falling form the sky may be its true desire, but what could've been the cause of its death?
I squatted down at that place, and for some reason I cried uncontrollably

My very first sadness
Begins from this atmosphere,
And from within the cavity of this heart
Comes something that I fear

Please don't spread this isolation…
Freedom won't be the only thing to be snatched away
It'll soar through the sky,
And the future will especially disappear
Please don't spread it, I beg of you
Cornered into the depths of despair,
I can't die in this sort of place
I want to sleep inside the casket…

If the red blood drains and upon the road and I collapse, you should then notice
Simply bearing a pain invisible to the eye can't buy me sympathy

In the end, my desire
Is not for you to know my name,
But instead is a foolish plead for life
I completely blame myself

Please don't love me…
What remains in me is not just regret
Even if I disappear from this world,
The hatred won't fade away
Please don't love me, for more than this…
The flesh of this body is being pecked at
By an indifferent crowd
I'm inside a fictitious casket…

Please don't spread this isolation…
Freedom won't be the only thing to be snatched away
It'll soar through the sky,
And the future will especially disappear
Please don't spread it, I beg of you
Cornered into the depths of despair,
I can't die in this sort of place
I want to sleep inside the casket…

what looks like a black plastic bag is actually a dying crow
pitied by no one, as they all just pass by
to fall from the sky may have been its wish, yet what could have caused its death
as i lay in this place, why am i crying uncontrollably?

the first grief i had
was born from the air
and from the recesses of my heart
came something i was really scared of

don't let this loneliness spread,
for freedom is not the only thing it will steal
and if it soars the skies
even the future disappears
please don't let it spread
having been driven to the depths of despair
in this place, there is no way i could die
i just want to sleep inside a coffin

as i succumb to death, there should have been blood flowing on the streets
but since the wounds are beyond what the eye could see, there is no way i could buy sympathy

and in the end, all i could wish for
instead of others knowing my name
is a plead, a foolish plead for life
with no one else to blame but myself

do not love me,
for what's left in me is something worse than regret
that even if i should vanish from this world
such grief will never perish
do not love me, 'cause aside from this
pecking at this flesh
is an apathetic crowd
inside this false coffin

don't let this loneliness spread,
for freedom is not the only thing it will steal
and if it soars the skies
even the future disappears
please don't let it spread
having been driven to the depths of despair
in this place, there is no way i could die
i just want to sleep inside a coffin