悲しい歌を聴きたくなった | Kanashii uta wo kikitaku natta | I Want to Listen to Sad Songs

悲しい歌を聴きたくなった　
いろんなことがなぜか気になって
夜中まで眠れない

悲しい歌を聴きたくなった
言われた嘘と本当のことを
何回も思い出した

恋が終わってしまいそう
胸の片隅で
何かが壊れる音がした

できるなら　泣いて口ずさむ
この部屋で一人きり
溢れ出す涙　頬に流したまま
溜まっていたそのすべてが枯れるまで
強がっているより
そう　きっとその方が
今の私　楽になれる

悲しい歌を聴きたくなった
心にもない別れの言葉
言ってから黙り込んだ

きっと　引き止められるって
信じていたのに
やさしく微笑むだけだった

できるなら　泣いて口ずさむ
星のないベランダで
ため息のような風に当たりながら
愛しさと後悔を忘れるまで
慰められるより
最悪に落ち込んで
次の朝に立ち直ろう

kanashii uta wo kikitaku natta
iron na koto ga naze ka ki ni natte
yonaka made nemurenai

kanashii uta wo kikitaku natta
iwareta uso to hontou no koto wo
nankai mo omoidashita

koi ga owatte shimaisou
mune no katasumi de
nani ka ga kowareru oto ga shita

dekiru nara naite kuchizusamu
kono heya de hitorikiri
afuredasu namida hoho ni nagashita mama
tamatte ita sono subete ga kareru made
tsuyogatte iru yori
sou kitto sono hou ga
ima no watashi raku ni nareru

kanashii uta wo kikitaku natta
kokoro ni mo nai wakare no kotoba
itte kara damarikonda

kitto hikitomerareru tte
shinjite ita no ni
yasashiku hohoemu dake datta

dekiru nara naite kuchizusamu
hoshi no nai BERANDA de
tameiki no you na kaze ni atarinagara
itoshisa to koukai wo wasureru made
nagusamerareru yori
saiaku ni ochikonde
tsugi no asa ni tachinaorou

I want to listen to sad songs
Somehow I’m worried about so many things
I toss and turn all night

I want to listen to sad songs
I keep thinking about all the lies I was told
And the truth I found out

It seems our relationship is ending
Deep in a corner of my heart
I heard the sound of something breaking

If I can, I want to hum while I cry
All alone in my room
With overflowing tears running down my cheeks
I’ll collect them until they all dry up
Rather than hiding my pain
Yes, I’m sure this is better
This is what will comfort me right now

I want to listen to sad songs
There are no parting words in my heart
You were silent after I said it

I was sure you’d try to talk me out of it
I believed you would
But all you did was smile gently

If I can, I want to hum while I cry
On the starless veranda
While being caressed by the sighing wind
Until I forget my love and my regrets
Rather than being comforted
I want to fall as low as I can
So I can pick myself back up tomorrow morning