泣きたくなる | Nakitakunaru | I Want to Cry

Romaji: haruna_hamasaki | English Translation: dreamscape@STAGE48

Information: Hoshino Michiru 1st Mini Album - Sotsugyou

Artist: Hoshino Michiru

kanji & kana

    右手でハンドル握るあなたの
    その横顔を隣で見てるのが好き
    果てないセンターラインのように
    いつまでも一緒だと思ってた

    ちょっぴり助手席の窓を開けて
    「もうすぐ 海だよ」と微笑みながら
    遠い波の気配を あなたが教えてくれた

    髪を肩まで切った7月20日に出会い
    始まりも気づかないくらい
    自然に恋をしていた私は
    それがわがままだと 知らずにいつも
    帰りたくなかった

    泣きたくなる あなたがいない 今
    当たり前だった大切なものを
    失った時 その大きさを
    ああ 思い出させる

    自分で運転して来た今日
    やっぱり私は 助手席が好きだな
    一人のサービスエリアであの日のコーヒー買った

    携帯電話のメモリー 何度も消そうとする度
    しあわせだったあの日々まで 跡形もなくなくなりそうで
    わざとほったらかしにしたまま
    忘れられたらいい

    泣きたくなる 会えないなんて もう…
    話したいことがいっぱいあるのに…
    愛しさだけがどこまでも続く
    ウインカー まだ出せないこの恋

    泣きたくなる あなたがいない 今
    当たり前だった大切なものを
    失った時 その大きさを
    ああ 思い出させる

    ああ 思い出させる

romaji

    migite de HANDORU nigiru anata no
    sono yokogao wo tonari de miteru no ga suki
    hatenai SENTAA RAIN no you ni
    itsumade mo issho da to omotteta

    choppiri joshuseki no mado wo akete
    "mousugu umi da yo" to hohoemi nagara
    tooi nami no kehai wo anata ga oshiete kureta

    kami wo kata made kitta shichigatsu hatsuka ni deai
    hajimari mo kizukanai kurai
    shizen ni koi wo shiteita watashi wa
    sore ga wagamama da to shirazu ni itsumo
    kaeritakunakatta

    nakitakunaru anata ga inai ima
    atarimae datta taisetsu na mono wo
    ushinatta toki sono ookisa wo
    aa omoidasaseru

    jibun de unten shite kita kyou
    yappari watashi wa joshuseki ga suki da na
    hitori no SAABISU ERIA de ano hi no KOOHII katta

    keitai denwa no MEMORII nan do mo kesou to suru tabi
    shiawase datta ano hibi made atokata mo naku naku nari sou de
    wazato hottara kashi ni shita mama
    wasureraretara ii

    nakitakunaru aenai nante mou...
    hanashitai koto ga ippai aru no ni...
    itoshisa dake ga doko made mo tsuzuku
    UINKAA mada dasenai kono koi

    nakitakunaru anata ga inai ima
    atarimae datta taisetsu na mono wo
    ushinatta toki sono ookisa wo
    aa omoidasaseru

    aa omoidasaseru

english translation

    I love seeing your profile next to mine
    As you hold the steering wheel with your right hand
    I thought we'd always be together
    Like a neverending centerline

    Opening the passenger side window just a bit
    While you smiled, "We'll be at the beach very soon"
    You pointed out signs of the faraway ocean

    For that July 20th meeting, I cut my hair till it reached my shoulders
    Naturally falling in love
    So that I didn't notice it even at the beginning
    I was selfish, never knowing it
    But I didn't want to go back home

    Now that you're not here, I want to cry
    It's natural when I lost
    Important things of that size
    Oh, I can remember...

    Today I drove myself
    But I still love the passenger seat
    And those days when I'd buy coffee alone in the service area

    Many, many times I wanted to erase my cell phone's memory
    So that I wouldn't leave a single trace of those happy days behind
    But I keep leaving it alone on purpose
    It's all right if it's slowly forgotten

    Saying that we can't meet, already I want to cry
    While the things I want to say overflow in my heart
    Your loveliness is what continues on to the end
    And this love, like blinkers that I still can't turn off

    Now that you're not here, I want to cry
    It's natural when I lost
    Important things of that size
    Oh, I can remember...

    Oh, I can remember...