戸惑ってためらって | Tomadotte tameratte | Bewildered and Hesitant

まるで 悪意のないバスが
水たまりの泥を跳ね上げた
不運に似てるあなたの嘘は
サヨナラを前提にしてるの?

ずっと 私のわがままが
主導権を握っているって
思ってたのに 言い訳されず
なんだか 動揺してるのかな

突然過ぎて
意外過ぎて
どうすればいいのか
わからなかった
アクシデント

戸惑ってしまった
ためらってしまった
こんなのは私らしくない
でも気づかないふりして
強がっているなんて…
かろうじて プライドのせい
戸惑ってしまった
ためらってしまった
愛がもう見えなくなってた
それが答えならしょうがないわ
やっと冷静に今の状況
理解し始めた

LALALALALA…
LALALALALA…

まさか あなたが簡単に
手放すとは思わなかったの
愛されてると信じてたのに
心は 放置されてしまった

裏切りなのか?
順当なのか?
考えてみたけど
込み上げて来た
悔しさ

頷いてしまった
立ち去ってしまった
こんなんじゃ泣けやしないでしょ?
ただ馬鹿馬鹿しくなって
イチ抜けたって感じ
さりげない 引き際がいい
頷いてしまった
立ち去ってしまった
愛を勘違いしてただけ
これで終わりなら追いかけない
わりと穏やかに自分 見つめて
納得できた

戸惑ってしまった
ためらってしまった
こんなのは私らしくない
でも気づかないふりして
強がっているなんて…
かろうじて プライドのせい
戸惑ってしまった
ためらってしまった
愛がもう見えなくなってた
それが答えならしょうがないわ
やっと冷静に今の状況
理解し始めた

LALALALALA…
LALALALALA…

[Kat/Tom/Fuc] marude akui no nai BASU ga
[Kat/Tom/Fuc] mizutamari no doro wo haneageta
[Ego/Yab] fuun ni niteru anata no uso wa
[Ego/Yab] SAYONARA wo zentei ni shiteru no?

[Mur/Tas/Tom] zutto watashi no wagamama ga
[Mur/Tas/Tom] shudouken wo nigitte iru tte
[Sas/Iwa/Kam/Nis] omotteta no ni iiwake sarezu
[Sas/Iwa/Kam/Nis] nandaka douyou shiteru no ka na

[Tan/Kub/Got/Oki] totsuzen sugite
[Tan/Kub/Got/Oki] igai sugite
[Kat/Tom/Fuc] dou sureba ii no ka
[Kat/Tom/Fuc] wakaranakatta
[Kat/Tom/Fuc] AKUSHIDENTO

tomadotte shimatta
tameratte shimatta
konna no wa watashi rashiku nai
demo kidzukanai furi shite
tsuyogatte iru nante...
karoujite PURAIDO no sei
tomadotte shimatta
tameratte shimatta
ai ga mou mienaku natteta
sore ga kotae nara shou ga nai wa
yatto reisei ni ima no joukyou
rikai shihajimeta

LALALALALA...
LALALALALA...

[Tan/Kub/Got/Oki] masaka anata ga kantan ni
[Tan/Kub/Got/Oki] tebanasu to wa omowanakatta no
[Kat/Tom/Fuc] ai sareteru to shinjiteta no ni
[Kat/Tom/Fuc] kokoro wa houchi sarete shimatta

[Ego/Mur/Yab/Tas/Tom] uragiri na no ka?
[Ego/Mur/Yab/Tas/Tom] juntou na no ka?
[Sas/Iwa/Kam/Nis] kangaete mita kedo
[Sas/Iwa/Kam/Nis] komiagete kita
[Sas/Iwa/Kam/Nis] kuyashisa

unazuite shimatta
tachisatte shimatta
konnan ja nakeyashinai desho?
tada bakabakashiku natte
ICHI nuketa tte kanji
sarigenai hikigiwa ga ii
unazuite shimatta
tachisatte shimatta
ai wo kanchigai shiteta dake
kore de owari nara oikakenai
wari to odayaka ni jibun mitsumete
nattoku dekita

tomadotte shimatta
tameratte shimatta
konna no wa watashi rashiku nai
demo kidzukanai furi shite
tsuyogatte iru nante...
karoujite PURAIDO no sei
tomadotte shimatta
tameratte shimatta
ai ga mou mienaku natteta
sore ga kotae nara shou ga nai wa
yatto reisei ni ima no joukyou
rikai shihajimeta

LALALALALA...
LALALALALA...

With as little deliberate malice
As a bus splashing through a mud puddle
Your lie hits me thanks to similar bad luck
Should I assume this is goodbye?

My constant selfishness was always
Because I was taking the initiative
So I told myself, but there’s no excuse
Am I really shaken up this badly?

It’s just too sudden
Much too unreal
I don’t know what to do
I have no idea, it’s an
Accident

I was totally bewildered
I was totally hesitant
This really isn’t like me at all
But pretending not to notice
And acting strong like this…
It can all be blamed on my pride
I was totally bewildered
I was totally hesitant
Love had completely left my sight
There’s nothing I can do about that answer now
But now that I’m calm I can start
To understand the situation

LALALALALA...
LALALALALA...

I never imagined you’d be able
To let go of me as easily as you did
I believed in your love for me
But I was abandoned by your heart

Is this a betrayal?
Or are you in the right?
I tried thinking about it
But all I came up with
Was bitterness

I just nodded my head
I just turned around and left
Can I leave it like this without even crying?
Treat it as something ridiculous
Pretend it was my idea first
Think of it as a good time to quit
I just nodded my head
I just turned around and left
I was only mistaking it for love
I won’t give chase if it’s all over
Looking back at how calm and composed I was
I think I convinced you

I was totally bewildered
I was totally hesitant
This really isn’t like me at all
But pretending not to notice
And acting strong like this…
It can all be blamed on my pride
I was totally bewildered
I was totally hesitant
Love had completely left my sight
There’s nothing I can do about that answer now
But now that I’m calm I can start
To understand the situation

LALALALALA...
LALALALALA...